DREAMS of READING BOOKS About FREEMASONS, ABRAHAM HICKS.

NOTE: In real life friend Tom T's dad was a real life high ranking Freemason. Upon sharing the dream with my friend he said the description of his father was correct. I had never seen or meet his father. /// ......First dream I had last night I was driving a plow with two front wheels. I plowed into a wall and made two large dents. I was with my friend Tom T. He said his dad would angry. His dad came around the corner and I told him it was an accident and that I would pay for the damages. He was very friendly. He was like a Latin, or Greek farmer, very kind, welcoming, and understanding. We walked into his private study. We were now inside his mansion. It was under interior construction. His study was fancy, with lots of old books on the shelves. He pulls out a massive 2 foot high, illustrated book of Freemasonry. The book was a dull yellow hard cover with a large Freemason symbol on the front. I took it and looked through the photos. Tom was off helping with construction. Tom's dad began talking about the history of Freemasonry. He spoke about its start in old Jerusalem, and Egypt before that. He started a documentary on these subjects, as he also talked about the history involving the Bloodlines of Christ, the Merovingians who helped formed the Order. I then got up off the couch where we were both sitting, and I walked over to a large room under construction. I took a quick tour of the mansion, and saw several large rooms being built. I then saw Tom take a piss on the floor, and people gave him shit because they can't lay the new layers until the piss dries. LoL. Then I walk to another room where there is a table with people around it. It had a very Gothic look to it all. I mean lots of flowers everywhere. Someone asked me about Princess Diana, and I said she was a Merovingian. A woman appears to my left and says I am right, and I walk with her a little ways. I say to her "You are a Rosicrucian?" She says yes and asks if I want to join. I say yes. She takes a Large white ribbon with her name on it, the size of a sheet of paper from her chest, and pins it on my chest. She then tells me to contact her. ////// In the next dream I am on a bus. A woman introduces me to a large paperback book about a Channlers messages. The woman who gave me the book was Arianna Sherann, a real person I know. I start reading the book which appears to have some heavy messages about Alchemy. I look at the front inner cover and see two photos of the author of the book. [ Upon awakening in reflection I now think it was the woman who Channels Abraham Hicks. The woman in the photos had curly reddish hair, she was about 50 years old. People, including Arianna seem to be watching me as I read the book. I am then eating beef stew while the bus is still moving, reading. 

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The Cryptozoological Generator of the Rider-Waite Tarot: Part 4. The Tetramorph.

Again several of the Major Arcana have cryptids, like The Chariot. None more so then The Wheel of Fortune. But before we get to this card we must expose the last of four cards that reveal the Tetragrammaton. The first three cards of the Tetragrammaton is The High Priestess, The Emperor, The Hierophant, and The Chariot. All four cards have two, polar opposite pillars, and more importantly all have thrones. All four thrones speak directly to the Throne Room of Heaven, as depicted several times in the Bible. These four cards act as the Tetramorph, the power of four to balance the universe. The paradox is that all four throne cards are fixed, and represent that which is fixed. Yet, the Tetramorph moves all the universe. It does so as The Four Directions, and Four Corners of the cosmos. Four stations of stillness that moves the infinite. The occult understanding is revealed in The Wheel of Fortune, the combination of the four throne cards. The secret scroll of arcane knowledge held in the arm of The High Priestess is now unfolded for all to read, to see, and to add to. In a manor of speaking, The Wheel of Fortune should be the 22 card, or last card of the Major Arcana, as it represents the whole meanings of the 21. The Wheel of the Wheel of Fortune is the Prime Meridian, Prime Mobile, Axis Mundi of the entire 78 card deck. It is the generator that produces the collective unconscious images of cryptids, and hybrids. The central wheel is made up of three cogs. The inner most cog is the human, human spirit, or soul. The inner most wheel is made of eight directions, the Buddhist Wheel. The second cog is the four quarters of the four directions, marked by four. mobile alchemical symbols indicating that wheel turns. In the other ring is the word TORA, or TORAH, the first books of the Hebrew Bible. It is in these books that the most number of magical transformations of man, animal, nature, and beast are conducted. From the Creation Story, to the Great Flood, the challenge of the serpent staffs, parting the Dead Sea, the Plagues of Egypt, Pillar of Fire, and Smoke, the Ark of the Covenant, and many other transformations. The first five books of the Bible are jam packed with miracles of cryptids, and hybrids. The Four Hebrew Symbols spells out the Tetragrammaton. The image of the Tetragrammaton is the four animals of the four directions, four quarters; the Bull to Taurus, The Lion to Leo, the Eagle to Sagittarius, not Scorpio. As Sagittarius is a strong mobile, capable of running fast, and shooting off a speedy arrow. Also Sagittarius is often depicted as a Centaur with wings. Finally the face of man is the sign of Aquarius. Man as the fuel, water bearer of the Zodiac, the oil of the wheels. The Tarot Deck is a collective unconscious generator of cryptids that can manifest in our dreams, and waking states. By unbridled telekinesis, spontaneous and uncontrolledly, psychic ability of the collective unconscious can create real, physical manifestations of cryptids, seen by several, or a few at a time. The vision lasting usually only for a few hours at the most. There are FOUR suites to the deck, and FOUR chambers of the human heart. There are FOUR Cherubim of Ezekiel. There are FOUR bodyguards to the gate of Eden. It is the Tetragrammaton, the Tetramorph of the four Thrones Cards that act as the Guardians to Eden, which is the paradise of gardens depicted throughout the deck. The Dog-Man, or Anubis floats around the outside of the major wheel, as does the serpent of magical change. The serpent represents all forms of Alchemical change, and cryptid / Hybridization as it sheds its skin, and climbs the Tree of Life, and the Tree of Knowledge. These two trees are seen in The Lovers card. The Tree of Knowledge is on the left hand side with Eve. The Tree of Life, or Sefiroth, is on the right behind the man. It is the serpent that hides in the isolated forests, lakes, and seas. It is often seen where cryptids, and hybrid creatures are seen. The motion of the Dog Man indicates the wheels are turning. The serpent appears out of a squeeze between matter, and cloud, non-matter. The four creatures, man, lion, bull, eagle read from, and write in The Books of Life, where everything is recorded. These four creatures of the Thrones are Fixed signs of the Zodiac. All the other cards, and wheels spin around these four. The interaction of these cogs in the cards creates psychologically breaks, like in genetic DNA allowing for transformations to take place. Specially since the wheels spin opposite of each other, as they do in all of Astrology, the Houses move opposite of the Zodiac.  Finally, in ending, the Four Creatures of the Heavenly Thrones all see into the past, present, and future, again seen in The Wheel of Fortune as open books. This is yet another reason why this card should be the last one of the Major Arcanum, adding that it is the Sphinx, half man, half lion that holds Eden's sword of guardianship, and salvation.....copyright Jim Edward Lucier, The Psi-Pantheon Arcana, all rights reserved. 

The Cryptozoological Generator of the Rider Waite Tarot, Part 3: The Polarity Principle.

A TetraMorph is a term not found in any dictionary that describes the power of four in the world of the paranormal, and how that power influences the Universe. I will elaborate much more on this later on. This part, part 3 will take us to the first Tetra of the Tarot, the revelation of the Tetragrammaton. Here we go.  Now in many of the cards of the Tarot there are scenes of thick flora. This flora is an Astral source. It is the thick, plant like vegetation that exists in the astral planes. To date, the Voynich Manuscript is the best example of this world. And the creators of the Rider Waite Tarot knew very well of its existence. Many people who have Astral Travelled, or experienced out of boy experiences have seen these astral gardens. This was called The Garden of Eden, and its presence in the cards indicates that the cards exist on a on astral, and collective unconscious / subconscious level. These astral gardens inspired the paradise of the Elysian, and Eleusinian Mysteries. In the High Priestess card, the Queen's gown trails into the earth. It is the same as the Empress. Several other cards have astral botanicals, and they play an important role is tapping into the collective unconscious, and working to influence it. Drawing out monsters of the ID from the forests, and remote regions of the world. Allowing people to experience, for good or for ill, the cryptid creatures that exist behind the veil, or as Alchemy calls it, the Vault.....Now lets look at the some of the inventory of the Tarot. The Major Arcana has 12 pillars, and 12 Cryptid creatures in all. Each of these sets has a MAGNETIC POLARITY, that pulls and pushes the mind, and the minds of the collective. This is very important. The magnetic polarities cause breaks in the DNA, and genetics of the collective body of Tarot users. The pillars create hybrids, and cryptids of various types, creatures that appear in our psyche, in our nightmares, or night terrors. Visions are drawn up from the collective, and can manifest as real life forms of energy, obtaining a physical body. This often happens in the paranormal triangles where the polarities are greatly amplified. The 12 pillars, and the 12 Tarot cryptids are directly associated with the 12 Houses of the Zodiac on earth, and the 12 Zodiac stations in the sky. The Major Arcana has 2 horses. One is positive in The Sun card, the other is a polar opposite, a negative, in The Death Card. The Empress card is a second pillar to The Magician card. These two cards belong to yet another triad, with The Devil card having the "As Above, So Below" insignia. Thankfully the Empress and Magician grants a positive foundation for The Devil card. The Devil card with these foundations acts as a cryptid generator, stretching the astral forces in a triangular form. The Emperor Card is a polarity all of its own. It represents both Aries, and Taurus, as both bulls are seen in the illustrations. They act as a polarity, having two poles on the arm chair, throne. This polarity, like all the others continues to create breaks in the collective, opening up portals in the collective body of Tarot users. The Tarots affects on the collective mind of humankind appears to be spontaneous, and random, and can effect people who have never used the Tarot. This power is seen in the ancient Egyptian cryptid generator symbol, the Ankh. It is important to remember that these pillars, and polarities pull the fabrics of the astral, opening up portals, rips, or breaks in the fabric, allowing for cryptid, fused energies to manifest in our world. These are several other factors that go into the Cryptid Manifestation, but lets stick to the Tarot. The Emperor energy is greatly amplified by The Empress. Her pillars and polarities are far more defined. From the Emperor, and Empress camas the third card in this triad, or triangle of High Strangeness within the Rider Tarot, it is The Lovers. The Lovers card is the direct manifestation of the cryptid in the physical. Like most cryptids, these creatures are born out of the union of a male, and female. The angel in the card has four arms. Yes, FOUR ARMS. Two of the arms are folded, hidden at the angels chest. This is the secret of the power of the Tarot. Most people don't realize that the second set of arms even exists, its hard to see, but they are there. The fourth card in this pillar / polarity sequence will begin the next part of this series, the cryptid Tarot powers of the TetraMorph. Copyright The Psi-Pantheon Arcana, Jim Edward Lucier, All Rights Reserved. 

The Cryptozoological Generator of the Rider Waite Tarot: Part 2....The Tarot Triads.

Many of the Tarot cards hold several of the Zodiac signs, and vice versa. The Zodiac and its Houses are divided in Triads, or Triunes with the 22 Major Arcana, and further with Minor Arcana suites. These Triads are like Triangles, and when combined, the triads became pyramids.  These have a powerful psychological effect on the mind, thus also the body, specially over hundreds of years of use. These mind plays are spoken of in Part One. Here is three examples of the triads. There is so many combinations between the divination oracles. In my own divination oracle system Cancer is The Fool. Cancer being the timid, empath of curiosity. The second card to Cancer is The Hermit. Those who know the character of Cancer will see The Hermit. The third card of this triad triune is The Moon.  The Magician is Aquarius, as Aquarius is the dispenser of all magick formulas, and ambrosia of magick revelation. The second card to Aquarius is Temperance, its third card in the Triune is The Star.  The High Priestess is Pisces, being both the two pillars of polarity [two fishes], she dispenses the Arcane Knowledge only to the worthy, thus Cancer appears as a guardian of the Knowledge, both water signs as one. The Triad, or Triune of Virgo is the cards, Justice, Strength, the balance of The Lovers.  Just as there are Paranormal Triangles of Cryptids, and High Strangeness on Earth, there is also Triangles of High Strangeness within the Rider Tarot. One might ask, "Why are there so many kinds, brands and styles of Tarot today?" It is because there is a Tarot Deck within each and every one of us. And the Rider Waite Tarot has, over the centuries drawn those unconscious symbols of the collective, out and up into the world were we can now see them. This blog is copyright LiveJournal, and copyright of the Psi-Pantheon Arcana, Jim Edward Lucier, Saskatoon, Saskatchewan, Canada. 

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The Cryptozoological Generator of the Rider-Waite Tarot, and Zodiac: Part 1

PRELUDE: This is part one of theories concerning the Tarot, and the Zodiac. A theory that the two wheels of the zodiac, and the Rider Tarot create hybrid cryptid creatures. Throughout the 2000's I intensified my studies the Tarot. [I never liked do readings for people for so I refrained from doing so, and still refrain from it.]  Like many Secret Societies like the Golden Dawn, Rosicrucian's, and others, I created my own multi-divination oracle systems. I placed the order of the Rider-Waite Tarot, correlating it with several other systems of divination; such as the 22 Hebrew Letters, 22 Paths of the Sefiroth, 22 Runes, I Ching [called Supreme Dynasty], 22 Egyptian Hieroglyphs, and several others. I made interconnected wheels of my systems, calling them Astral Labs. I always had suspicions of the various hybrid creatures in the Rider-Waite Tarot. Something about them bothered me but I couldn't quit put my finger on it. Then I recently began to study Astrology again. It still doesn't make much sense to me, and I have always had trouble grasping its detailed concepts. But I did understand the Royal Art of the Freemasonry Royal Arch. Upon study of a book on the subject I realized the two wheels of the Zodiac, the Earth Houses, and the sky Zodiac spin opposite of each other. I realized that the wheels are powerful cogs of energy. These wheel cogs were cutting into each other, creating potential breaks in the genealogies of life on earth, specially at the equinoxes, solstices, and special Eclipses, and/or planetary alignments. I was already working on theories about how Cryptozoological creatures are made.  I realized, or remembered all the creatures found in the Tarot. I began to read the Rider Tarot and found many revelations. This first part deals with the Major Arcana. Some the cards will be explained with further revelations concerning the Minor Arcana suits. The following concepts are recorded in my Amazon Kindle book, THE CRYPTID CODICE.....////// THE THEORIES...... The Zodiac wheels are energy cogs, energy houses that have influenced the minds of the collective human species for millions of years. Billions of their cycles are embedded in the collective unconscious. One of many sources for the experiences of other worldly creatures, Angels, and Demons, to Aliens and Mothman, Goat Man, and Dog Man are purely psychological. Its all in the mind. Yet the experience has a telekinetic element. One source of this PSI aspect is most certainly a powerhouse of energies stemming from the millions of years of both Zodiac cycles, and the collective use of the Rider Tarot. Both have several cryptid hybrid creatures, and both have influenced the collective minds of untold hundreds of millions. Here are a few points I have made concerning the Rider Tarot and the Cryptids. Throughout history The Fool card has been placed on different places on the Kabbalah Tree, and various orders of Tarot. I believe The Fool resides in all these places simultaneously, transmigrating through the collective psyche. Its use by many millions over the centuries has opened up the minds of millions to experience strange phenomena, most often of the Trickster Shape Shifter. I associate The Fool  to Gemini, as the Twins represent nothing is ever as it really appears, and the power of polarity to disguise itself beyond duality. For the direct opposite of The Fool is The Hermit. From the folly of falling into natures trickster spirit, to the Wisdom of the solitary, reflective nature of Hermit, as most Cryptid experiences are experienced in isolated locations. So now we realize that each of the 22 Major Arcana represents an aspect of the Nature of the Supernatural. That is what Arcana means. A treasury of secrets held under the sleeves of natures cloak. [[ Much more to be added in the days to come. This is only one complication in the gear box of the paranormal cryptid, perpetual motion machine....... Copyright The Psi-Pantheon Arcana of Jim Edward Lucier, Saskatoon, Saskatchewan, Canada. 

Dream of Prince Charles / Dream of Buddhist House.

A couple days ago I dreamt I was in the MidTown Plaza in downtown Saskatoon. It was dark with low light, just like it used to be in the 1980's. I remember sitting at a dinner table with Royalty. I watched and commented on Royals entering the mall, or building. I think we were near the elevators. I was clearly eating the best steak ever. I said to people it was the best. Prince Charles over heard me and came up so close to me, his forehead was touching mine. This connection lasted for about a minute or more. /////// Dreamt of entering a house I've never been in, in reality but had been in a couple of times before. I walked through the front door with people, and there was a staircase leading down, and one leading up. I looked around downstairs and saw a long hallway of many rooms. This time the place was full of stuff, but the owners were not home. I looked upstairs and saw looked up to see a large room about 100 feet by 100 feet. It was all white marble. I saw Buddhist shrines on the upper levels. The upper levels were all made of transparent floors. There was about 5 levels. I then remember being on one of the top floors looking at all the Buddhist objects with other people. I noticed how thin the floors were. I remember someone giving warnings about the floors. I felt the floor was made of giving way. I saw the Buddhist owner and told him to run. We all made it off the floor except the Buddhist who choose to stay. The floor collapsed, and the Buddhist who was dressed in Buddhist clothes fell through the other floors of glass. He landed on a large safe. I thought he was dead. He was about to die when I went up to him and he held out his hand. It was full of red, crystalline candy looking beads. I eat all the crystals that tasted like sprinkles you put on a cake. Then he said to open the safe and stick my head inside. I did and remember hearing voices but seeing nothing else.

MESSAGE from THE GALACTIC FEDERATION known as ATLAS.

I have Channeled messages from a group of allied Beings, Races of Beings extraterrestrial for years. Most of these messages have been recorded in these blogs. The following should be considered pseudo science, conjecture, theory, and educated guess, unless you find something that rings true to you. Take what you like and leave the rest....""We are something like a federation, a unity of inter-planetary species. We are many league's and legions. Each of our races of Being have many sub-races of Beings. Our technologies know no limits. Our ships know no limits. For many of us of the most ancient, are also the most 'advanced'. Some of us are Light Beings  that have  existed long before the earth and the solar system was created. 'Light Beings' is a term that we would like to describe as pure consciousness within pure energy. By thought we built mother ships the size of earth, and much larger. The thoughts we amplify build physical matter. Just as you are approaching nano-technology, we can do this with lasers that emanate from our bodies, which are minds. Our technology of Being is not limited, and we can build whole solar systems. Many of our ships are extended vessels of ourselves. Many are the size of one half of the sun. Enoch your prophet, our messenger saw the size of our mother ships thousands of years ago. And since then our vessels have grown to expand the size of whole solar systems. The Pleiadians if you will are the lowest of our Being / Race expressions. The Pleiadians consume , or eat Light transmuted through crystals. The crystalline geometries feed their bodies. Now expand this consumption to the size of whole stars, and you will know us. You must learn to stop thinking that there is an end, or finish to the universe. There is none. The universe is made of numerous universes, trillions upon millions of trillions of galaxies. You must learn that our 'evolution' is as infinite as time dilation itself. Our minds are like time dilation in the thousands of billions of cubic squared kilometers of space and time.  Time in space, and space in time both operate as neurons and synapses of the human brain. We built the earth and the solar system. Numerous species of extraterrestrial beyond you have been inhabiting the planet for millions of years before your version of the human being was created.  It was created by a race of Light Beings known as the Anunnaki. Your bodies and minds represent thousands of Races beyond you. Such libraries exist as your 'dormant DNA.' Many Races beyond you have been fusing their libraries into your species for over 100,000 years. You have no conscious, not even unconscious knowledge of what is in these libraries. If you did, their information being so compact with energies would destroy your minds. Now we finish here by saying 'terrestrial' of extraterrestrial is a term that suggests that when we move, when we choose to move, we terra-form all the time and space of which we transgress. This is true. Many Beings ships terra-form the planet by their very presence of movement across the forests, lakes, and skies. Many of the lesser evolved take large amounts of your planets DNA samples and re-seed foreign planetary systems, you now call exo-planets. The Federation is us, the higher, highest of the high of the billions of billions of races, as we control the activities of all lesser evolved. There are hierarchies of federations, each more powerful, or powerless depending on how you move up or down the scale. DISCLOSURE will happen over many more decades, in piece meal. You will learn to except that the solar system is a living organism. Much like the 'Gaia Theory,' it is a single machine of fluid consciousness. You must learn to except first the smallest forms of life that dominate the solar system. Clouds of bacteria on Jupiter, Saturn, Neptune, in all their rings filled with bacterium. Just as Venus is now found to have such clouds you will see the whole solar system in this light. Then larger organisms dwelling throughout the solar system. These larger forms of denser bacterium's will follow further evidence of possible life on exo-planets in the universe. In the mean time your visions, and experiences of us will intensify. """ 

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DREAM of a BLOND HAIRED, GHOST WOMAN, and MOVIE THREATRES.

Dreamt I walked into my dad's house. It was a combination of a couple of houses he had lived in. One was from Ave H. South, and another was from a near by town called Asquith. In the dream a woman freaks out just as I entered the back door, and says she saw a full figure of a ghost woman. I am aware of the presence of the woman. Everyone is gone. I leave out some bread and butter I was eating. I head to a living room.  Everyone is gone from the house and I am sitting alone on a couch in a living room. The blond haired ghost materializes. I am stunned to see how real she looks. We start talking about how she died and why she haunts the location, but I can't remember those details now. Another girl appears and maybe her daughter. But she doesn't remain long. A dog appears, a golden retriever. The dog leaves her side and walks toward me, allowing me to pet it for a while. She is so real, and yet as if she was a 4 dimensional movie projection. I then go into another, separate dream about being possessed, but I only remember now pushing a man down the stairs with my will, or mind. At some point I am an infant, possessed, and throwing up a lot. Then I would enter a new dream thinking about the blond ghost woman, missing her, wanting her. Yet afraid, knowing she is a ghost. I find a room in a dark, large house. It is has a large bed with blankets and I go to bed wondering if she will appear again. This leads to the next dream posted here............  I went to bed in a dark room somewhere in the mansion. The simple house of my dad's old house had turned into a very large house. I was very aware of the ghost blond woman haunting the house. I heard the phone ring about three different times. I heard a message on the answering machine. I finally got up and walked quickly down the long hallway to the living room. I was singing the name of the blond ghost woman, a name I have now forgotten. I got to the phone and it looked very complicated. I kept trying to figure out how to use it. I pressed several buttons but now of them worked. [ I've have had numerous such dreams where I try to phone home, just like E.T., and I can't understand the operator, or they can't understand me, or something goes wrong with the phone.] The room has changed into a large lobby of some kind. A man tries to assist me in calling but its no use. I find myself in a movie theatre, its feels underground. [ I often dream of a movie theatre underground at the end of 8th Street in Saskatoon. This theatre used to be called The Rainbow Cinema. It was in a mall, and had an underground feeling to it.] I had money and a horror movie about a possessed woman who goes crazy like a blood thirst vampire was showing. I went to the counter and ordered my food and drink. I suddenly became aware that there was no masks. I looked everyone for one. I was frustrated because there were no masks anywhere. The food and drink was placed on the counter. A large pitcher of iced coffee, a large popcorn, about tour hamburgers. I kept asking the woman which theater the movie was playing in. She kept avoiding an answer. The movie would start in 15 minutes. I felt I had plenty of time, so I walked outside , across a short parking lot to a booth that had an n underground staircase leading to another mall. This was just a cross the street to the west of the downtown, Saskatoon, Scotiabank Cinemas. The same movie was playing there. I was having a hard time carrying all my food, and drink. I realized that I couldn't get in to see the movie because the ticket was for a different location. So I climbed back up the stairs. Somehow there is a new dream that pops in where I am now in a large food court filled with the most exotic venue's, large seating areas suspended in the air. It was very futuristic, and as I traveled through the complex on a escalator I remember thinking I have to bring my friends here to have coffee. So many things to look at, giant fish tanks, large T.V. screens. I then popped back to my original dream and took an escalator back up to the the same parking lot I had come from. I walked across the parking lot to the near by movie theatre I had come from. I was inside again, trying to carry all my food and drink, while looking for a mask. Someone finally told me where the movie was, and I entered to see a collage  seminar room converted into a movie theater. I found a set at a long table, and saw two large screens in front of me. The two separate T.V. screens would somehow be viewed as one big screen when the movie started. I could see a large fountain in the outside of large windows. It was night. When I entered the theater from the parking lot it was day. The movie starts, I see a bright flash of light from the screens. 

MY TROUBLED LIFE WITH THE OCCULT...P.5...VICTORIES and TRIUMPH.

[[ JANUARY 1st 2021 Addition. My mom did the best she could. I have long come to forgive her. She was afraid of Abe, her boyfriend, and put up with all the abuse for all the reasons that most women who experience abuse by their spouses stay in the relationship. My mom made many changes after Abe's death. She stopped drinking several years ago, and found much inner peace in the years after Abe's passing. He was the one, as my mom explained to me, and I believe her who forced her to stay at the bars and drink, leaving me along at home so many times as a kid. In the last years of Abe's life, my mom took back the reigns and forced him to travel to Saskatoon, my hometown to drop off huge quantities of food. Her generosity and love grew as Abe became more and more bed  bound, dying of cancer. ]] ////// In 1994 I meet Carol Jewel / Whitley at a UFO film being played at a downtown hotel. The films of flying ufo's were very convincing. No shaking models, or anything fake about them. These are the films that to this day have never been seen, or viewed on any social media. These were the real films of Saucers flying around the farmyard of Bill Meyer. Carol introduced to Arianna Sherann. She ran the Ashtar Command center, and me and Carol traveled to her house a few times. I began to read a lot about ufo's, and aliens. My own Channeling intensified, but now it was becoming more reflective. Carol also introduced me to an A.R.E. group that is dedicated to studying the writings of Edgar Cayce. At both different locations me and Carol did some meditations and soul reflection. She began to take me to A.A. meetings. They were very healing, as I would end up going to hundreds of meetings. At the same time I met Carol, I also met Allan Mason. He was a next door friend and also a heavy A.A. meeting person. I was still in a lot of pain, and still practicing my occult reading, studying, and Trance Channeling, but with a new, shining thread of healing. These friends, and the people I met at the meetings saved my life. I learnt how to begin socializing again. In 1995, or 96, me and Carol went out to watch the annual September meteor shower. It was dusk, we stopped just South and outside of the city. We got out, and it wasn't long before we noticed a large , black triangular UFO floating our way from the west, heading east. The ufo was about a quarter mile from us, maybe a quarter mile in the sky. As it passed over us and the desolate highway we cheered the craft on, shouting "take us, take us.".  Instead we were both gently pushed back by an invisible beam that seemed to scan us, and caress us.. I could feel the beam push against the back of head, down my whole spine. Carol felt it too. The craft moved slowly east, crossing the road, and out of sight. With perfect timing, the highway traffic began again. On the super excited drive back into the city I told Carol how home sick I was. I really felt it hard. Later that night we found out that others had seen the craft too. Weeks later I began Channeling large amounts of information about a massive series of Light Worker geometries that a woman in Wisconsin was drawing out. She wanted to know what they meant, and I recorded several tapes of their meanings. They were copies and sent to Betty Lou Marsue, a French last name. She was extremely excited and sent me up a large box filled with books of Enlightenment, Channeled books like The Book of Metatron. For copies please contact the Saskatoon Ashtar Command, Arianna Sherann. The messages of the Light Workers quickly fell out of favour with me. To this day, messages of love, light, and rose coloured sunglasses make me ill. My messages from the beginning were far more hard core, and ruff edged, or very deep. It was all of this pain, suffering and experiences of fear, doubt and despair that pushed me into a life of intense Trance Channeling. Over the decades I have amassed at least 10,000 hours of Channeling. I kept going to AA meetings for the next several years, and it all did wonders for me. I was s till Channeling a lot, still deeply entwined in the occultism of Crowley, and Alchemic Hermetism. But all the while, settling down, healing a little more each day. The intense Channeling, or downloading from Alien Races of various types, from Grey's to the Anunnaki exploded when I started working at the COOP Grocery Store. For the next seven years working there, from 1989, to 1995 I received numerous visions of blinding images. It was all very deep astral schematics of the universe, and the invisible universes. The visions were like veils placed over my eyes as I tried to work. I would often hide somewhere and draw out the visions on small pieces of paper. The visions kept coming despite all the heavy drinking of me and my brother.  The visions continued despite all the bullying I was still receiving from my mom, step dad, and brother, Finally in 2001 I saw the mass of hundreds of pieces of paper scattered in a box. I saw many of the Channeled stories, fiction and non-fiction I had written. I asked," What am I supposed to do with all this?" My first website was launched in 2002. It was the cheapest, crappiest website ever. Finally, years later I could afford to have a real professional designer make a new website. For years after that I kept adding more and more material. The results kept growing. I kept adding all the premonitions I was getting, and marking the days they came true. I added links to my two world wide published oracles from Schiffer Publishing. I linked my 44 books I had written, and published on Amazon Kindle. I kept amassing the successes of my writing career, and the result is the Universe, Kingdom, and Empire you see today on the website. My only brother Dave, my step dad Abe, and genetic father died one after the other from 2012 onward. My mom made a 360 degree turn to a free spirit of positivity. She was free from Abe's abuse. I was now published, appearing on local T.V., and doing a couple of national radio interviews, one of which, just this month was broadcast throughout all of North America. I hope that my brief autobiography has allowed for several positive messages to surface to the eyes of the reader. The messages being to push through, plough through all resistance of pain, suffering, bullying, addictions. So plough your way through extreme depression, anxiety, and fear, and do what your heart wants. Let nothing, or no one stop you. As I now enter 2021, my healing journey has only just begun. I still struggle with low self esteem. I still self sabotage of good things in life. But things are far more peaceful, calm, and healing. I am still like a wounded animal with many defeats of character, and short comings. But I am much stronger now, more sane, and happy, content at having recorded all the thousands of pages of Channeled materials for posterity. Hopefully someone will carry on my Ancient Mystery School to help enlighten the masses. Someday, when I am more healed, more allowing of myself, I will find someone to love. 2021 holds much more promise then the last year. I know this year will open up many more doors, and accomplishments of many more projects. 

MY DEEPLY TROUBLED LIFE WITH the OCCULT....PART 4: DEMONS, POLTERGEIST'S and POSSESSION'S.

I meet my best friend in High School on the first day of first class. Our lockers were beside each other. The locks of our lockers would not open no matter what we tried. The principle with his keys couldn't open them. Me and Anthony Dunmore began talking while we waited for the janitor to bring lock busting pliers. At the last moment we tried one last time, the lockers finally opened at the same time. Me and Anthony would visit Saskatoon's first occult emporium book store quit often. We did a lot of experimenting with Astral Projection tapes we bought. Anthony later  told me about his demon possessed basement. Of course I didn't believe him. Soon we had a sleep over at his house. We managed to set up a camping tent using hooks on the overhead beams. We sat in the tent eating melted toffee on a plate, when the plate went flying at super lightning speed, crashing into the corner of the tent. It didn't even chip. A stereo next to us would turn on and off by itself. We took out the batteries and it continued. A string we had set up from the overhead light into the tent was pulled by itself. In the darkness we would turn the light back on and watch as an invisible hand grabbed hold of the string and pulled it down, shutting off the light. In the darkness, in the night we heard a few boxes next to a wall being pushed around. From the dim light of street lamps shining through windows without curtains we watched a single chair move from one location to another, but itself, instantaneously. We heard the snorting of a goat, and the sound of goats feet on the cement. We both saw a long, boney, skeleton finger poke the side of the tent. It kept poking closer to us, bending the tent deeply inward, without leaving a single sign of a tare. We played a Q+A game with the creatures. Two knocks on the tent for no, one knock for us. We got quit a few responses to our questions. Anthony's parents were Ministers found about the demons and brought in two more priests to do the exorcism. An exorcism was conducted on Anthony as well since he displayed anti-social behaviors, and a spirit of disobedience. Throughout school we would hear loud bangs next to us, coming the walls, or desks. Things we needed for our class work would appear and disappear. This happened with teachers and fellow students. The demons followed us to my mom apartment, where we, in my bedroom saw blankets move on their own. Experienced freezing cold spots. Later that night while my mom was away we started several dozen garage ben fires in the allies. We were serious trouble makers. Rebelling against our strict up bringing's. Anthony moved to La Ronge, a city in the far north of Saskatchewan. Months later I took a trip up there, and the demons were there to greet us. In Anthony's basement the mattresses we were sleeping on would be forced up, and curled up, forcing us out of our beds. We set up a tent outside, only feet from the house. We got very bad feeling that things were beginning to surround us, and ran out of the tent and into the house. The next morning, the tent, and every piece belonging to it was gone. This was the same tent we used in the Saskatoon house. Again Anthony's dad felt the evil presence and di more exorcism's with other priests. Anthony and his family then moved to Barrie Ontario where he is today. And I haven't seen him since then. I was about enter Grade 11, and my mom got back with Abe. The bullying began again, the long, lonely hours of being left abandoned went on, and on.   My hours in my self exiled spirit rooms increased. I spent all my time reading books on Ramtha, Edgar Cayce, Ruth Montgomery, Aleister Crowley. I pasted a deck of Rider Tarot Cards above and around my bed. And began using not only for readings with family, but secret incantations of witchcraft and Voodoo. School bullying greatly intensified. Now I had no friends at all for the next two years. For reasons of crying for help, and attention I got into some very bad habits with Voodoo, Psychic Vampirism, and near Black Magick. I was for a couple years already seeing psychologists for my bad behaviors, and obsessions with isolation, escapism, and occultism. Finally I was living on my own. I was working at a local COOP. All my occult reading, studying and practicing intensified unchecked.